# 3 made my breath catch , because I did do this and it felt morbid
All my good instinctual thoughts slowly eradicated and were “enhanced”
as an involuntary addict . Take a special kinda person to ignore and blame
a partner and slam em every which way , to in effect “win” .
Impossible to love or forgive the person who is self critical and projects
unworthiness as to be the target.. until knowledge of self, healing of self
and love and forgiveness of self acknowledges and surrenders addiction and
abuse and of never feeling “full”; of having , or being enough. Nothing outside
can fix that inside out personal work.