The past is always present when you have been separated from
Your children , and the family having been a longing , only to
Discover, you were of so little consequence , no one knew or
Wanted to support you. Disposed of when he’s tired of you,
You no longer preform for him, you begin to reflect his worst
Nightmare , his weakest self .
As dangerous as traffickers , accepted as normal, inclusive of
Big Pharma , ancient laws that reflect a ” woman’s worth”.
We birth, ideas , babies, meals , we create as we reach out in spirit
To create a conscious family , socially connected , cohesive .
Captitivity , maid ship was not in my plan; but I ignored I was
Being abused , our sons were by normalized naracistic society has
Supported , as professional turned their heads and family owned the
Detachment , fracture and disposal as something I deserved and still do.
As did he, the message of not being love able or deserving , has
Been harshest from beloved sons, so much time , so much hatred
But like these openly disadvantaged cultures , may we rise to the love and