Yesterday’s energy was so intense that I had to lay me down early afternoon, flipped
on my Amethyst Mat and perspired more toxins out . My mowers came and I did not stir;
agent called and was in route , and notifying me friend just had to walk the property
right now… So much for 24 hour notice ~
I have surrendered to every delay , in this transition and along with the toxins , the shock
of being evicted , ( which I am standing up against, with truth and facts) and the one up
man ship in the never ending game that Narcissi folks feed off of, there is no winner, and
tons of fallout. Dangerously low thyroid , poisoned by the chemicals in the prescription
for high blood pressure , but was low thyroid and a strong suggestion to go on a chemical
made by humans , that has failed to bring my thyroid up to naturally normal.
Then the gift of the ulcerated colon , bacterial in nature the dosage was too high , and my
liver was unloading overly fast . Slowed down, back off , and continued to eat well so I
would not loose more weight and be that much more weak.
3 days ago , my feet began to swell, from ankles on down. My Dad’s did also and I know it
signals something very serious and I know what to do and who to go to , and I shall make it
a priority to begin chelation sooner than later .
As I opened my media player and found 2 of my favorite Bonnie Raitt songs , I released
some tears , and what a relief! Music evokes , nourishes and tells a poetic story to me
and a huge part of my life’s journey .
I have released more blood relationships with this transition , and am at peace with this
for I am honoring myself and utilizing precious time with beloveds who do not have to
put me down to lift themselves up .
Nick of Time, is about creation , in this case a baby. But a creative woman is a more full
My tears came up hearing I will not be broken, and yes I know this to be true . I am tested
and I am Blessed to be hanging in there and riding this one out.
I will not be Broken , which is taken as a challenge to do just that…